Forget me not…

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I wrote this about a month ago when I was feeling kind of… well pissed off. I forgot to post this and just found it on my computer… I’m no longer in that angry place, the circumstances have just taught me that I obviously don’t read people well. I take it on faith that people mean what they say and I need to be more careful about the people I invite into my life. I was naïve… stupid really.  Totally my fault…  but this pretty much still applies, especially the last few lines.

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Please forget me…

For every woman You’ve dated… adored… and treated You like garbage…

For that woman You gave your heart to…the one You can’t get over… the one that was a bit of an asshole…

You say…

“I’ve been neglected, abused, and mistreated…I bring a lot to the table…”

I’m a sweetheart…  I’m a catch… ”

Take a moment to acknowledge some simple life truths…

For some unfortunate women  in the world… YOU are that one… the one handing out trash…

For some unfortunate women in the world… YOU are that ASSHOLE…

Random phone calls, emails, texts in moments when You aren’t being entertained… when the object of Your affection is callous…

No bueno…

Forget me not? Just… forget me.

There are those that bring nothing to the table … and still manage to give more than You…

You walk around cocky… prideful… and with no consideration or care for someone else’s hurts…

Bask in the glow ‘Precious’… but remember that age old adage “You reap everything you sow…”

Pretending to be someone You aren’t..

Treating a handful of people well…

Doesn’t make you a good person.

Take a long look in a mirror… and think about the ones long gone… the ones who believed in You… appreciated YOU as a person…

Reciprocity… NO. They were discarded… You disposed of them… like used toilette tissue.

Forget me not? Please… forget me.

It’s not OK to waste another person’s time… it’s NEVER OK to use someone to make You feel good…

“It’s Your birthday? So what.

You need some help? Eat sh*t.

You’re having a bad day? Go f*ck Yourself.

I am so sorry I’m not worthy of Your self proclaimed GREATNESS.

Perhaps You could take a moment to step down off of that unreasonably high pedestal You’ve built…

Choosing not to return a phone call, or an email… or a text message… because You’re too much of a PUSSY to say…

“Hey… I’m kinda done with you… I don’t wanna be friends… I was never serious about being friends…”

or… “I’m just not interested…”

Doesn’t erase Your shitty behavior…

Doesn’t change who You’ve revealed Yourself to be…

Forget me not? No…please… forget me.

I’ll volunteer some of my simple truths…

Even though YOU think You’re awesome…

Even though everyone currently in Your life may think You are a great…

The fact that I believe You are a Piece of Shit Person… means YOU are a Piece of Shit Person…

Because YOU are a Piece of Shit… TO ME.

That’s YOUR legacy… GOOD JOB.

Funny… out of everyone I’ve ever met…

Man… Woman… Frog…

You are by far the biggest disappointment… a User… Manipulator and a Common Thief…

My biggest failing…a terrible judgment of character on my part…  You’re a vampire…

In the end just like a man… Worse actually … just DISGUSTING.

Like a brain addled addict in rehab… I’m taking the necessary steps…

Ignore, Block, Delete, Number change…

Forget me not?  Please… Please… Please.. forget me.

For my part…

I WISH I’D NEVER MET YOU.

 

– Nova CSA

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