Good Grief…
She’s crazy smart… beautiful… makes me laugh…
She asked me “where have you been all this time?”
Funny how something good can be overlooked so easily…
She’s always been here… hiding in plain sight…
Her attitude? Just a mess…
She’s trying to get close… but I’m kinda two steps behind…
Watching… waiting… for her to reveal the face of her inner azzhole…
See… I’ve been fooled before…
Made bad choices…
Wasted time… wasted effort… wasted chances…
She says she’s been there…
“Stupid B*tches are put on this Earth as a road map pointing to all of the REAL WOMEN”
That’s her POV… that all others who came before her & showed their azzes are ‘Stupid B*tches’…
Tonight she vented…
“Look… if they’re not in your life… if there is no possibility for a friendship… its because THEY are useless. I see how you treat the ones you love…
SH*T I see how you treat folks you just LIKE!
God always weeds out the useless m*tha f*ckas in our lives, even when we’re blinded by the lies they feed us and specially when we believe they’re somethin they’re not.
In the meantime I’ll take you to the Guggenheim… I’ll drink that thievin b*tches beer…
I’ll hold you at night and sing you to sleep cause I know you love it… (and Sug… you NEEDS your sleep)…
I’ll buy you a case of your favorite wine… cut your grass… rub your back… and treat YOU like a Queen.
I’m in no hurry Bae… I know what I want out of life… Unlike these ‘Simple Minded B*tches’ out here I know a good thing when I see it.
I don’t block my blessings and I sure as Hell don’t walk away from them. I’ll wait for you. I’ll wait you for as long as you need me to… I’m a patient woman.”
And then she winked at me. WTF? Who is this person lol?
She loves my pooch… IKR such a simple thing… She pet’s him and spoils him rotten… smh sneaking him table food…
She gives the greatest kisses… has the softest lips… just mmmm…
And the BEST hugs… big… and long… and hard… like safety dipped in warm honey.
She’s perfectly imperfect… takes no sh*t from anyone, regularly puts me in my place lol and thinks I’m God’s Gift…
And I still don’t trust her…
Aside from my inner circle and family I don’t trust anyone anymore.
I’m waiting for that other shoe to drop… you know the one where she reveals she’s married, is really a man, or is wanted in 5 states?
Yeah… that shoe.
SMH… what kind of cluster f*ck is this going to turn into? SMH
– Nova