Mutual…

So I’ve met someone…

She’s an intellectual… razor sharp brilliance… quick wit… silly sense of humor… and a sing song voice with an accent that washes over you like cool mist on hot summer day. SMH makes me want to push her up against a wall.

She tells me “You are beautiful” and she means it… really means it… changed my perspective. I tend to tune this out… people say it as easily as “Hello”.  It has no real meaning anymore… no real value… but when its said by someone who believes it… when its heartfelt… a healing takes place… a healing you weren’t even aware of needing.

She accepts me as I am… no questions asked… no requirements… the only expectation being honesty and genuine affection…she’s reshaped my thinking. I’m putting in the work to be the best possible version of myself.  She’s pleased with me as I am… and cheering on whatever progress I strive to make.

So I’ve met her … someone who thinks I’m lovely… smart… spiritual… inspirational… the possibilities are endless…

An intellectual… we talk about everything… and nothing… and when she laughs… my spirit takes flight. I never realized how important that was to me… the ability to make a lover LAUGH. So I try to do it well… and often… hmmm… make that woman laugh.

She tells me “You are beautiful” and she means it… really means it… when I was heavier… she didn’t mind it… while I’m losing weight… she’s supportive. No expectations… no requirements. I never realized that was important… someone who could look at me… and see me… really see me… past the hair… makeup… heels and yes past the weight… a lover who sees me … all of me… and just… WANTS ME… come what may.

She accepts me as I am… now this… this is new… I’ve never looked for this before in a potential love. ACCEPTANCE… she makes me feel like she’s wrapped around me… ready to comfort… ready to defend… ready for anything.  It’s amazing.

She’s different … different from anyone I’ve met… different from what I’m used to and She’s analyzing everything… lol now that is a comfort… good to know I’m not the only one being watchful.

Everything has a beginning… and we never know what the end will bring… either way… I’m glad I met her… and her timing is poetic.

I’m being cautious… and taking things one day at a time… and I like her…. She says the feeling is mutual. She tells me she appreciates me… I touch her spirit… and I tell her… the feeling is mutual.

Thank you SM

– Nova