Sunday’s Good Morning…

This morning I got up early and went for a swim… I needed to clear my head. What I intended to be a quick swim turned into an hour… Two… Three. She was asleep when I left the room, how I envied her that… Sleep. Last night I sat at the window looking out at the ocean… Watching the moon move across the sky as the waves crashed against the side of our cruise ship…

Listening to the sound of her light breathing. No rest for the weary. As I finally climbed out of the pool I looked up at the sky… No clouds anywhere… Its probably approaching noon. I stood under the poolside shower rinsing off contemplating the possibility of her being awake and shrugged… Most likely she was still asleep. This was her first vacation in a long time, and she fought me on it… Reluctant to leave the stresses of her job as usual. Shaking my head I decide to visit the sauna I strip and wrap a towel around my body and sit down on the high bench…the extreame heat instantly drenching me in a light sheen of sweat. I take one deep breath… Two… Three… Inhaling the steam rising from the heated coals in the corner… And finally feel the tension draining from my body.

Its probably over… Our relationship… I had hoped this trip would remind us of our love for each other… Maybe rekindle our passion.. At the very least remind us we were once friends. We haven’t touched each other in months. I breathe in deeply… The steam settling my nerves… Purging my system of all thought. My eyes close as I begin the steps to meditation. Inhale… Collect all unsettling thoughts. Exhale… Purge. Inhale… Collect all tensions. Exhale… Purge.  Inhale… I miss her. Exhale… I’m losing her. Then I have it… That moment of crystal clarity. My mind is blissfully blank… And finally… Peace. I sit this way for a time… Silent… Still… Mind in a rare state of quiet. I breathe in the hot air… Feel the moisture slide down my face… My arms… My neck… My breasts, Suddenly I sense I’m not alone. My eyes remain closed as I focus on my breathing… I want more than anything to hold onto the peace for a little while longer. Inhale… Breathe in her scent. Exhale… Release the peace with some regret. I open my eyes and she stands there… Watching me. Her expression tired and possibly predatory. I know that look. Something is either on her mind to hash out… Or she wants me.

I sigh and pat the bench next to me… She doesn’t want me anymore… So we would hash it out. She sits instead to my right on the bench below me and pulls her knees up to her chest. She’s wearing an over-sized bathrobe that makes her look like a child… Adorable. “how did you know where to find me?” I ask. She quickly swipes at the sweat gathering on her forehead and says “you mentioned the sauna last night.” ahh… So she was paying attention for once, “I woke up and you weren’t there…” and there it was… An old argument. I watched her face closely, trying to figure out what type of conversation this was going to be. These days she spoke at me… Like one would a dimwitted child. Oh how I hate that… And she knows it. I close my eyes and focus on the rise and fall of her voice… Lightly accusatory, but no condescension, “I couldn’t sleep, I was restless and didn’t want to wake you.” I said quietly “You used to be able to sleep with me…” she whispered so low I almost didn’t hear it. My eyes snapped open and I searched her face, “you used to reach for me.” I answered just as low. She sighed and took a deep breath, hugging her knees. “You used to reach for me too,” she answered. I watched her for a time, face flushed from the heat… Eyes alert. “I used to feel safe.” I answered. Her face changed then… Suddenly she was angry… “I used to feel like your hero,” she growled back. Now I was confused, “you never stopped being my hero.” I quickly responded. Her lips curled in the way they do when she doesn’t believe what someone is telling her. “You don’t talk to me anymore…” she ground out, definitely accusatory. “You talk to me like I’m stupid.” I answer simply. Her face is priceless… Eyes suddenly round as saucers, “Baby I don’t think you’re stupid. You know I don’t think you are stupid” she denied softly. “I know you don’t think it… But you talk to me like you do…” I answer just as softly.

We sit in silence for a time. We both believe apologies are mostly useless… Its the act.., the behavior that needs to be corrected. “I guess sometimes… It feels like you think you’re smarter than me…” she whispered, resting her cheek on her knees, looking away from me. Hmm… This is news to me. I lean forward and slide my hand into her hair. “Baby… You are the most brilliant person I know.” I whisper in her ear. She gives a surprised laugh, then turns her face on her knees to face me as she grabs my hand, “You must know some ignorant people then…” she says smiling. I smile back and say, “You keep me on my toes… And yes… I do know some ignorant folks.” She kisses the palm of my hand and looks up at me… With an expression of such longing it steals all the breath from my lungs. It feels like forever since she looked at me like this. “Baby, I miss you…” I whisper… Barely audible… My eyes blurred with sudden tears. She’s quiet for a time… Watching me closely. I look away and I try to pull my hand away suddenly feeling vulnerable… Exposed. She holds on tight, “I miss you too,” she says… Her voice breaking. My head whips around to look at her, my eyes moving over this face I know as well as my own. I love this woman so much it hurts. Her eyes shine with unshed tears as well. Shaking my head I whisper “I’m right here…” Her nostrils flare and her eyes darken…taking on that predatory glow… Hmm… Could it be she wants me?

I sit up and she watches me… Like a wolf with prey… Her eyes following a bead of sweat as it slides down my neck… Over my collar bone… And finally between my breasts.., and my breath quickens, Suddenly I’m wet… And wanting. “Come here…” she grinds out… not a request… A demand. The instant instinct to wrap myself around her in response… But I pause. “Baby…” she says steel in her voice now, no longer a demand… Now a warning.. my pussy throbs in response. I stay put, indecisive… It can’t be that simple… Can it? A misunderstanding… A small conversation… And suddenly she wants me again? Skepticism takes over me and I sit back. Unwilling to bend to her will. I close my eyes and take a deep breath, I don’t believe she really wants me. She makes a sound, guttural and low… The kind an animal makes before charging… And suddenly she is standing… her hands on my face. “Look at me!” definitely a command… One I can’t ignore. I open my eyes and look into hers… We are inches apart… She’s flushed… And I ache for her She leans closer to me and I breathe in her scent. Then her lips are on mine… Demanding, relentless.,. And our tongues dance in a way they haven’t for a long long time. Her lips never leaving mine she presses herself between my thighs… Pulling my towel away. Her hands reach up to flick my nipples and I moan in surprise, wrapping my legs around her waist… Pulling her closer to me. Her robe has fallen open and I glory in the feel of her skin slick with sweat…. Rubbing against mine. Her hand slowly slides down my body toward my hip… The sound of a nearby door closing and approaching footsteps break the spell for me. I wrench my lips from hers gulping in air as she rests her forehead against mine. She is breathing heavily when I ask her, “Do you want to go for a swim?” She closes her eyes and steps back trying to regain control. I quickly wrap the towel around myself as the door opens. Her back is to the door and she watches me… Eyes hot.., biting her lip and nods as she ties her robe. We make our way to the locker room and change into swim suits… In silence.., careful not to touch.

I rush ahead and dive into the pool, hoping it will cool me off and provide clarity. I swim to the edge… The deeper end and surface… Leaning back against the edge I wipe water out of my eyes. She’s suddenly there in front of me… I never even heard her get into the pool. She braces both arms around me and I’m trapped. Her lips meet mine again, this time with a bruising intensity. My arms and legs wrap around her in need. She stands in front of me and plunges her hands down into the water… Down over my hips… Taking my bikini bottoms with them. Ohh… And there it is… Her hands on my heated flesh… Her fingers roll around my clit and I am suddenly blinded by a wave of need so great my heart skips a beat.Her fingers slide over my slick center and suddenly she’s inside of me… One finger… Two… Gliding in and out so fast I can’t catch my breath… Three… Then four… Oh no… Oh no… “Daddy…” I pant out… I’m begging now… Begging her to stop… Or keep going… I’m not sure. Then she’s inside me… Her hand… Up to the wrist… I moan long and deep… My body shudders wildly as she Slides in… Then out… In then out… Rubbing on that sweet spot that starts an instant flood over her fingers. My pussy clenches as I’m forced to ride her hand.

She pulls her lips from mine and buries her face in my neck… Teeth nipping at the tender skin there. My nails claw into her back as she turns her hand a fraction and slides out… I moan in response.  Her hand turns another fraction and slides in… Rubbing that sweet spot… And I moan… Low… As my body flies apart around her. My head snaps back… My nails dig deeper into her back as my pussy clenches… Sliding in… Turn… my pussy gushes around her… Moan… Hers this time… Not mine. The sound she makes sends me over the edge… And I come in a never ending wave… violently… Overwhelmed with tears in my eyes…”Daddy please!” I scream and she shudders on a long moan… Sliding in…. Turn… Her lips find mine again. Demanding… Needy… Sliding out… Turn… My pussy is on fire. “Look at me…” she moans… I’m panting now… Trying to regain some balance… Oooh it feels so good. “Look… At… Me!” a command this time… And I look into her eyes. Slide in… Harder… “I love you.” she pants heavily. Slide out… Turn… Rubbing that sweet spot, “I love you Daddy…” I pant… Slide in… Harder… “Damn… I can’t.., I’m sorry…” she moans… slide out…. Turn… “Mmm… Daddy..” I moan back… She nips at my shoulder and growls… “God I’ve missed this… Being inside you.” slide in… “Daddy please… Please… PLEASE!”  I writhe against her… Clenching… slide out. “Oh God… I love you…” slide in… hard… “I love you… I love you” another gush.., and my pussy greedily throbs around her and I shatter into a million pieces all over again… And she moans as her body is wracked with sensation. And then she kissed me… Our lips coming together with a bruising intensity… Mmmmy body lay limp… She kissed my face… The sweet spot on my neck… Her teeth nipping my skin. My breath was ragged as  I felt the slight flex of her shift deep inside of me… My nails involuntarily digging into her back. “Daddy….” I moaned… Long and soft…. Mmm… And she started moving again… And my pussy pulsed in time to her rhythm.. A new gush slicking her finger as sensation engulfed me in waves…. I guess we were making up for lost time.

– Nova