The Writing

Footsteps

God stood for a time in quiet reflection at the gates of Heaven looking down at Earth. The Angels approached him slowly, “Father, its time”. With heavy heart the Lord took a deep breath and replied “arm yourselves.” The Angels waited patiently for the Lord to pass, then followed close behind him. These were troubled times and the armory was in use more often than not. Solemnly they prepared for battle and while the Angels knew the events to come troubled their Lord, they also knew he would never abandon his children.

The Baller

The roar of the crowd was deafening, the energy thick with adrenaline. The home team scored another touchdown and everyone was wild. The stands were full of students, teachers, parents and Angels. The refs whistle blew, players rushed down the field after the ball. The crowd was mad with excitement as the clocked counted down. It happened so quickly no one noticed at first… players kept playing… the crowd kept cheering… the coach screamed at the young player “Get up… GET UP…” the father stood in the stands cheering with everyone else fully expecting his son to get back up again, like he had thousands of times before this. In that next moment the world stopped. Everything shifted into slow motion and the world went quiet. As he watched his son lay on the field the only sound the heavy thump of his heartbeat. When the players closest on the field raced toward his fallen son time sped up again.  “No, no, no, oh God no…” calling his son’s name he started pushing his way through the crowd to get to his boy.

 God walked down the 50 yard line, his stride was sure and full of purpose. As they prepared to load the boy onto the stretcher God knelt down and covered him. The crowd had fallen silent, the Angels flanking the field, the only sound for miles a father calling his sons name. The boy’s eyes slowly opened as God took hand and said “get up.” The boy blinked looking up at the face of God as he said “Child… get… up” and with the Lords help he stood up. When his legs buckled as he tried to walk on his own God was there to catch him, in the arms of his teammates, in the arms of his father. “It’s ok, I think your knee is busted, you’re ok… you are ok” the boy’s father said with tears in his eyes. The crowd cheered as they led him off of the field, he was ok.

 

The Soldier

The heat was blinding, short of breath and sweat stinging his eyes the commanding officer gestured for his men to fan out and wait. As they positioned themselves the sand flew and churned as though a storm was coming. The Angels marched together quick, sure footed and in unison. The men were right, a storm was coming… WAR. Gunfire erupted, men began shouting and the commander raised his weapon to take fire. As his finger pressed against the trigger he prayed, “God help us…” In the midst of the heat of battle God stood beside the commander ready. The air filled with smoke, his men backed up against a wall the commander made a decision and planted himself between his men and the next wave. “Come on God they only need a few minutes” the commander whispered to himself as he aimed and fired repeatedly. The Angels strode into the melee surrounding the soldiers, surrounding the ‘enemy’. Where there were fallen the Angels shielded them… men and women… from both sides.

“Now… now, NOW!” the commander shouted at his men as he stepped forward taking the brunt of gunfire. When the first bullet struck him he didn’t notice. God wrapped himself around the commander as his body jerked from the impact, shielding him from the pain. Blood running down his body in sheets the commander felt nothing as he continued to hold off the ‘enemy’ and give his men time to get out. Blood roaring in his ears the commander pulled the trigger… again and again, until he fell. The world went dark for a few minutes and when he opened his eyes God looked back at him. The fallen soldier tried to speak as God picked him up. God rose with the commander in his arms as all around the battle field Angels picked up the fallen. Their arms weighed down with their precious burdens, heat rising from the ground in waves as the sun blinded those still shooting. The ground shook as God and his Angels carried the fallen out of the battle, as they carried his children home.

 

The Survivor

“Father forgive me” she whispered as she stepped into the water. She lay back and rested her head against the back of the tub. Tears streaming down her face she couldn’t think past the pain. Her heart was broken… breaking still with every breath. Love and loss had taken their toll, she was tired and could not go on hurting. He left her… after years of struggling with her anxiety, years of working through her mental illness he left her. Enveloped in her pain as she was she didn’t notice the Angels come into the room, didn’t see them surround her.

Picking up the razor blade she began to pray, every breath harder than the last. As she touched the blade to her skin she closed her eyes… breathing in the steam from the bath… breathing in deep, building up the courage to end her pain. Strengthening her resolve to stop the constant fear, to put an end to the never ending roller coaster of her depression she clutched the razer in her fist and God wrapped his arms around her. As blood streamed from her hand into the water her pain eased. God held her tight as she cried… cried for all that she had lost… cried for what she had been about to do.

 The Angels smoothed back her hair and gently took the blade out of her hand. She cried for every bit of pain she had endured and wrapped her arms around her God as he held her close. “Child… you are loved” he said to her as he again smoothed the hair off of her brow. “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry…” she stammered, but God just smiled and wiped the tears from her cheeks as the singing started. She sighed as the room was filled with the voices of Angles as they sang… to her. She looked into her father’s eyes and felt a blanket of peace come over her like nothing she had ever felt before and she was filled with a new certainty… troubled times were ahead, she was anxious, but she was not broken.

– NovaCSA 

Saturday’s Good Night…

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My love wants to try something new… so we bought a strap today, more like a ‘strapless’ strap… 2 1/2 inches wide… 8 inches long… and chocolate brown with a strawberry shaped head… a feeldoe. I smile at your anticipation… you’re excited… I’m mostly just… well… blah. Penetration was never my thing so you’re anxious about hurting me… and I just want to please you. Mmm… how I love making you feel good. The expressions on your face when you’re cumming… The way your body moves, tenses, clenches… the way it fits against mine… warm, soft, snug like a glove… and the sounds that you make… the sighs… the gasps… and the moans… oh God… those moans…. mmm my pussy throbs with wanting you.. Damn… if you like it… this was going to be good. You walk in the room… I’ve set the stage… lit the fireplace… laid out the fur rug.

You’re carrying a bottle of my favorite wine and one glass…. Hmm I guess we would share. Things have definitely gotten interesting since I pinpointed my sensitivity to alcohol. In the past I always said liquor had one of two effects on me… It made me sleepy… Or it made me horny. Now I know that its vodka, champagne, rum and gin that make me sleepy… while tequila, whisky and wine make me horny… smh sipping on that stuff is like a heated tongue bathing my clit.

I’m not wearing anything but the silver chocker you gave me… the tiny necklace shimmering wildly in the dancing glow of the fire. You’re not wearing anything except the strap hanging low between your thighs. I watch you as you kneels down beside me, a true beauty… this woman of mine. I know your body as well as my own. The strap is unfamiliar though… foreign. “Come lay with me…” I whisper, you nod and lie down… wrapping me in your arms pulling me on top of you. I rest my head against your breast listening to your heartbeat… lulled by the rhythmic rise and fall of your breath.

Your hands slide slowly down my back causing me to shiver. Such a sensitive area… I shiver again as your hand slides back up… My pussy wet and aching for you like no other. Your hand glides slowly down again and my entire body tenses… slowly… slowly back up and I sigh and you moan in response. I shift myself enough to slide my tongue over the curve of your breast…slowly… slowly and you tense. I flick my tongue over your nipple and you moan again… tug on it lightly with my teeth and your back arches… damn… I sit up and you reach for me. I shake my head no… not yet. I kneel before you and bend to press feather light kisses along your neck… over your collar bone… down between your breasts… rubbing my tongue over your skin periodically… over your ribs… kissing your sides… circling your navel with my tongue. Your muscles spasm as my lips rub over one hip… and my tongue slowly slides over the other.

You sit up… “Bae you don’t need to…” you whisper low and hoarse. I look up at you and shake my head no. Then press my lips against the head of your dick followed by feather light kisses down the shaft. Your body is tense as I reach the apex of your thighs… where the strap rests against your pussy… and I pause to breathe in your scent…. mmm my baby is wet…  and knowing this sets my entire body on fire. I rub my lips over the shaft drawing lazy circles around the head with my tongue… then slide you deep inside my mouth. You sigh and shift your hips slowly. I moan against your heated flesh as my lips slide up…. then down the shaft. I breathe in your scent… your pussy is wet… excited. “Damn Bae…” you whisper… your voice hoarse… my tongue slides up your dick till my lips are wrapped around just the head… slide down just an inch… then back up… “Yes… Baby?” I moan breathless. Then quickly flick my tongue back and forth over that sweet spot just under the head.

Suddenly you rise up and kneel in front of me… pulling me toward you for a kiss that is heavy… hot… and long, I pull away whispering in your ear “Please…” You sigh and I feel the quick flash of your teeth as you bite my neck… and my pussy floods with heat. I pull away from you as your hands slide up to cup my breasts. Damn you know how much I love that! I press against you… high on the feel of your naked skin against mine. I pull away again… inching away from you, I rise slowly before you, my pussy now at your eye level… and you press your face between my thighs on a long deep breath as I slide my fingers into your hair.

You rub your face into the apex of my thighs… pressing butterfly kisses against my womanhood… fluttering your tongue over my skin with feather light strokes. Your tongue slowly scrapes across my clit causing my whole body to shiver. “Mmmm… no…” I sigh regretfully… stepping away from you. You watch me hungrily as I walk backward toward the sofa. “Bae…” you growl… rising slowly.  Finally I feel the sofa against my legs and sink down to sit… with my thighs open… pussy wet and throbbing fully exposed to your view. “I want you Bae…” you sigh… voice thick with longing. I lean back and slide my hand between my thighs… slipping my finger into the slick folds of my pussy… “I need you Daddy… I need you… “I whisper as I slowly slide the finger into my pussy… “right… here” .

Your breath is quick as you stalk me… kneeling down between my thighs you grab my hand… bringing it up to your face you inhale deeply before pressing the finger between your lips… sucking it the way you would my clit… if I gave you the option. “Mmmm… NO…” I moan… pulling away. I shake my head and gently push you back as I lean forward. Our faces are inches apart and we watch each other for a time… our breath mingling… hearts thundering… “I need you…”I whisper against your lips “now…” as I sink my teeth into your bottom lip for a quick nibble.  “Damn…” you sigh reaching for me. “Mmm no…” I moan against you pushing you further back.

I rise up on the sofa and turn my back to you. Bracing both hands against the back of the sofa I spread my thighs and arch my back. The silver necklace around my neck shimmering wildly in the glow of the fire as I look over my shoulder and moan… “F*ck me Daddy… f*ck me… like you mean it…” Your control snaps and you rise up on the sofa behind me… grabbing my hips. I shudder as I lean back toward you… enjoying the way you feel against me. You place kisses against the back of my neck… sliding your tongue between my shoulder blades… and it feels like an electric current to my clit… “Mmm…” I moan. You dip the head of your dick into my center… soaking it before gently rubbing it over my clit. My body turns to liquid heat as a flood gushes over you… moaning  I rise up on my knees and press my back against your breasts… the weight of your dick nestled between the twin globes of my ass… causing me to rock against you and whisper… “I need you inside of me…”

You growl leaning me forward… my hands again gripping the back of the sofa. Leaning all the way forward my body tenses as I feel the first gentle push of the head of your dick against the wet folds of my pussy… “Daddy… please…” I moan thickly… impatient. Slowly… slowly you invade me… the walls of my pussy greedily soaking you in… “Deeper Bae?” you ask quietly… patient “Mmmm… yes deeper… deeper  Daddy…” I pant back as you slowly slide in… slowly until I am filled with you and your body is flush against mine… “Ok?” you ask as my body starts to shiver… pussy lips throbbing around you… “Mmm…” I moan as slowly… slowly… you gently slide out of my pussy… slippery and wet.

You grab my hips and lean into your next thrust… a long slow roll… that makes my pussy weep with longing… “Harder Bae?” you ask quietly… concerned.  “Mmmm… harder… harder Daddy…” I pant back as you slide in… on a long slow stroke until I am filled with you and your body is flush against mine… “Ok?” you ask as my body shivers again… pussy lips throbbing around you… “Mmm…” I moan as slowly… slowly… you gently slide out of my pussy… heated and wet.

I throw my head back body stretched taut as my back arches and my thighs quiver in excitement… you press against me and lean into your next thrust… a long slow roll… that makes my pussy throb with expectation… “Faster Bae?” you ask hungry “Mmmm… faster… faster Daddy…” I pant back out of breath as you slide in… on a long hard stroke filling me with you while your body is flush against mine… “Ok?” you ask… my body shivering as you pull back… pussy lips throbbing around you… “Mmm…” I moan still breathless as you quickly slam back into me… and suddenly you are sliding in and out of my pussy… in a new rhythm that makes my pussy clench around you… on fire.

In and out… your body slams into mine over… and over again… your dick rubbing the walls of my pussy into a sensitive mass of need. Sliding almost all the way out to rub on that sweet spot that drives me wild… “Damn Bae…” you moan thickly… breathless “Please… f*ck me… f*ck me Daddy…” I pant back as you slide in… on a long hard stroke inside of me, body flush against mine… “Damn!” you pant pulling back… my pussy lips throbbing around you… “F*ck me Daddy…” I moan again breathless as you slam back into me… sliding in and out of my pussy… riding me in a way that makes my mind go numb…. as the pressure builds inside of me… my pussy throbs and clenches over you… tight and wet.

You sink your teeth into my neck again as you slam back into me… and I ride it out… wave after wave of dark heat as my pussy greedily throbs around your dick. In… and out… harder… deeper… faster… pushing against my inner walls… rubbing against that sweet spot that only you can reach. I throw my ass back… searching… searching… for that special push… the weight of your dick riding low inside of my pussy… the pressure building.

Suddenly you are gone… the sweet feeling of you inside of me replaced by emptiness as you pull away from me. “No…” I cry out in frustration turning and reaching for you.  You stand before me… nostrils flaring… eyes twin pools of fire… body taut with barely held restraint. “Baby?”  I pant out breathless… reaching for you. “Wait…” you snarl holding your hand out to keep me away. “Bae… just wait…” your eyes close as you fight for control, and I watch the quick and steady thump of your pulse, the rise and fall of your chest and the sweet spot on your neck as your heart races. I press flush up against your body… sliding my fingers against your cheek to cup your face. Your whole body is wound tight like a bow… eyes still closed you press your cheek against my palm and take a deep shuddering breath.

I lean in and flick my tongue over your bottom lip… quickly. Tense you lean away from me. I push in closer against you and rub my lips against yours and you sigh… “Baby… wait…” I shake my head… “No…” I whisper back… sucking on your bottom lip… and you open for me… kissing me back in a slow and hungry push that leaves me breathless and weak. This kiss goes on for what feels like hours… deep… long and hot. Your arms around me… my fingers slide in your hair… the strap nestled between my thighs and I rock against you… this woman who fits me so well.

I step back and push against you… “Hmmm…” you sigh leaning in… “Sit baby…” I command kissing you quickly and stepping back… “Huh?” you moan eyes open in slits… dreamy and confused. “Sit baby…” I whisper again smiling at the sexy sight of you… now calm but still turned on. The burn slowly returns to your eyes as you move toward me… with purpose. I step back again and coax you down onto the sofa. Sliding first one leg over your thighs and then the other, and suddenly we are eye to eye… breast to breast… center… to heated center. Your arms reach up to encircle me but I catch your fingers in my own and lean you back, pressing them against the sofa… “No…” I whisper as my lips slide over your neck.

“Bae…” you sigh as I press against you… my heated tongue flicking over your ear lobe… over your collar bone and pressing on that sweet spot I know you love. Your breath quickens as I rub my body against yours… feeling the subtle difference as you tense against me. You lean in against me… lips seeking mine… “Mmmm… nooo…” I moan as I press you back, sliding my lips slowly down to your breast, sliding my tongue over it… around your nipple… again… then again… then… over… sucking it gently into my mouth… rolling it around with my tongue… lips tugging on it playfully. “Baeeeee…” you growl now… mmm maybe a warning? Popping the nipple out of my mouth I lazily slide my tongue between your breasts… kissing you there.  “NO.” I growl back… my voice steady and firm.

Your head falls back against the cushions as I pay homage to your breast…. sliding my tongue over it… around your nipple… again… then again… then… over it… sucking it gently into my mouth… rolling it around with my tongue… lips tugging on it playfully. “Baby!” you pant urgently, rolling your hips against mine. “Mmmm…” I moan as I shift and suddenly you are deep inside of me… “Ohhhhh!” I cry out against you overwhelmed by the feeling of you deep inside of me. I raise myself up… and come back down on it.. up… and down… rolling my hips against yours. You flex your hips against me… up and… down in long and steady strokes that flood me with heat.

“Ooooh… YES!!!” I pant as my pussy throbs… pressure building…  I slide up and down… “Damn!” you growl as we grind against each other… one hard push again and again… thrusting … stroking the inside of my body… with silky heat. Your body flush against mine… “Damn!” you pant again… “Damn Bae…” pushing against me in a fast and hard rhythm. My pussy throbs around you… “YES Daddy…Yes!!!” I moan again breathless… sliding you in and out of my pussy… riding you in a way that makes my mind go numb…. the pressure building inside of me again as my pussy clenches. My heart skips a beat… my breath catches… my eyes go dark as a long… hard wave of orgasm washes over my body and takes me over… and I ride you… hair now fisted in your hair in a rush of excitement as my honey washes over you in long and hot gushes… soaking both of us in a heated river of orgasm so sharp it’s painful.

“Oh God Daddy… YESSSSSS…. Yes Daddy… YESSSS!” I scream as you rock your body against me slamming into me again and again… over and over in hard… wet… deep strokes. I lean against you exhausted… my body spent… but continue to ride you… grinding my hips back and forth against you… My pussy throbbing around you, each new push an indescribable blend of pleasure and pain. My mind goes completely dark… as I am bathed in sensation. A new pressure starts to build and your body bucks underneath me… “Mmm… I can’t…. Baby I can’t …” you pant … body shuddering violently… “Shhhh… take it… Baby… take it…” I groan… teeth grazing the tender flesh of your shoulder.

“Oh God… Oh God… Oh GOD!!!” You moan as you rub against that tender spot deep inside my pussy and shatter into a thousand little pieces… “F*CK!” You scream as you press your body against me… your body rocking against me in long hard shudders… “Mmmmm” I sigh my bones like jelly… little aftershocks pulsing through my system. I lay draped over you… breath coming in short staggered bursts.  I press a wet open mouthed kiss on your shoulder and you rock against me in response… “Mmmm…” I sigh again as my pussy throbs around you still nestled deep inside of me. You raise your arms to embrace me and I groan “Don’t move…” into your ear.

“Ooooh… “I moan as I slide you all the way out of me. My body instantly missing the new way you filled me up. You shift slightly against me… “Don’t move…” I order again… my voice hoarse with intent…. “Mmmm..” I moan as I slide down your body rocking against you. Damn… you feel good… sooooo….. GOOD.  I press my lips against yours in a long hot kiss that makes me throb…you sigh as I sweep my tongue over the lips of your swollen pussy.  My tongue samples you… flicking over your clit in lightning fast strokes that cause your entire body to tense and buck beneath me.  I grip your hips and command heatedly…“Don’t… MOVE!”  Damn my babe is excited.

Suddenly you pull me up grabbing my arms and roll your body over mine. Kissing me hungrily till I’m mindless with wanting you. Then you slide down to my center and roughly push my thighs open and I hold my breath as you slide your tongue inside of me… rubbing deep against that sweet spot you know so well… “Daddy…” I moan tightly… as you press your lips against me.  “Oh God…” I gasp as your lips wrap around my clit… and I feel it again… that familiar pressure building deep inside. I moan long and loud as new sensation grip me. My body shuddering violently as I moan… and moan… and moan. Riding the rise and fall of another earth shattering orgasm… “Yes… yes… ohhhhhh God yessssssss!!!” I scream as my pussy gushes in spasms of breath taking release. You moan against me…. the vibration against my skin and the sound of my love passionate and feral, sending me over the edge in another wave of mind bending bliss.

Your breath glides over my skin as you catch your breath and I melt into the sofa cushions… boneless.  You wrap your arms around me and whisper sweet nothings in my ear. I lay in your arms content… and at peace. This is where I belong.  I reach for you… I want you… all of you… just you… against me. You press your full body against mine… and my mind goes dark again. I wrap my legs around your waist and roll my hips against yours. “Mmmm…” you sigh… looking at me through half closed eyes.  I slide my finger down between us and dip it between our thighs… slowly sliding into the heated folds of your pussy… mine throbbing in response to the extreme wetness waiting for me… “Mmmm…” you sigh again… Yes.  This is going to be a long night.

 

– NovaCSA

 

Daylight…

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The Angels met in a quiet corner of Heaven… tensions were high… spirits… low. God was in his Church again… there were no obvious sounds of movement or work to be heard, just silence. The Angels looked down upon Earth and whispered among themselves… hearts heavy… for they knew the Father’s burdens were many. At daylight God set about the task of prayer… answering them, he sat quietly kneeling at the altar of creation, listening to his children, lips moving in silent communion as he toiled away with the burdens of humanity.

A man dressed quickly for an interview… nervous, anxious. As he raced out of the house he sent up a prayer, “Please God, let me get this job. Please God…” and God heard him. He listened to the plea in the man’s heart… the sound of his stresses… these were lean times. A fancy home in foreclosure, two cars in the garage unpaid for, a non-stop stream of letters and phone calls from demanding creditors and no money in the bank. “Please God, let me get this job. Please God…” he prayed as he made his way home… hopeful, optimistic. “Please God…” and God heard him… and said “No.”

Five months after he lost his home, finally finding a job as a laborer to survive… “WHY!?” he railed at Heaven… the pain of his losses overwhelming him. Falling to his knees “WHY!?” He raged at God… the measure of his failures crippling him. “When I needed you, you let me fall.” God kneeled before him, “My Child… your losses are your own doing… there was no love for me in your successes. Do you love me now when you have branded yourself a failure? The truest measure of a man is not in pretty things or in feeling accomplished. The truest measure of a man is the life he chooses to live… being good… faithful… loyal… honest. This is the man I see before me. There was no love for me during your brightest days… tell me… do you love me now in the darkness?” God waited with his arms outstretched… and the man fell into his embrace reborn.

She walked slowly up a dirty street toward the waiting car. It was late… early though for her and the other girls… little girls lost. She sat in the passenger’s seat… prepared for the usual haggle, “I’ll give you 50…” As the car rolled to a stop she scanned their location… a darkened section of the park, one she’d used before. “Fine…” she sighed as they exited the car. When she reached out to him his hand wrapped around her throat, “Not so fast…” and the first blow threw her to the ground. White hot pain hit her when he kicked her side… again… again… and again, she prayed… “Please God, make it stop. Please God…” and God heard her. As she lay on the ground she thought about the life she’d left behind… a mother that was too strict, a father that was too busy, a brother that was too silly, a house that was too quiet and a room that was too… (what?). Tears streaming down her face, she couldn’t recall what her problem had been with that room. All she remembered was a life she walked out on… a life she couldn’t go back to. “Please God… make it stop. Please God…” and God heard her and said “No.”

She watched her little girl race across the playground. Her heart full of determination… yet afraid to pray… afraid to ask a God that had left her in chaos for far too long for guidance. “What do I do? What do I do?” she whispered over and over again… a pained cry echoing throughout the far corners of Heaven, “What do I do now?” God sat beside her, “You know what to do. I’ve been with you every step of the way. Your pain was my pain. Your parents could not protect you from a life of which they knew nothing. They catered to you and wrapped you in love as only parents can, and yet you left them. You had no fear of the unknown.” He watched her daughter laugh bathed in sunlight… “Your fear is my fear. Do you see that little girl? She will know to fear the darkness. She will live a life compassionate to others… and she will not judge simply because… YOU are her mother. You will guide her… in ways your parents could not guide you…” Slowly he took her hand and they sat quietly side by side… and FINALLY she was at peace… “Everything you have sacrificed… every hurt you endured… were lessons necessary to give her a full and honest life in a world filled with predators. You looked into the face of evil… evil looked back and you SURVIVED. A gift… and so…you will protect her… and know in moments when you can’t… I will.”

A young man sat in church surrounded by a congregation he’d known his entire life… family. He bowed his head and yearned for salvation from a life of sin… the life he’d been living. He needed to be born again… to accept God in a way that would banish the lustful thoughts that corrupted him. “Please God; save me from homosexuality… make me straight Lord. Please God…” Every morning he awoke to a life he didn’t ask for. He loved a man in the way he should love a woman. His spirit filled with lustful thoughts… his sheets warm from the evidence of their intimacy… evil. He gave his heart to this man, he gave his body to him… but his life belonged to God. He knew if he prayed hard enough he would find it… salvation. Freedom from the perverted life he couldn’t seem to keep from living. “Please God, save me from homosexuality… make me straight Lord. Please God, make me straight” and God heard him… and said “No.”

“My child…” God sighed… long and deep. The young man refused to look at him, his shame was so great. “Look upon my face …” God commanded. As he lifted his eyes and finally took in the Creator… he was startled to see it was his own face that looked back at him… on fire with Heaven’s light. “I cannot make straight… what should have NEVER… been bent. While the stress of your shame has certainly made you bend… as your Father I am proud to say… you have remained unbroken.  Your love is neither evil nor wrong. You do no harm loving this man. Know now… you are created in MY very own image and I hand crafted him…just for YOU. He is your twin flame, and his face also reflects the face of Creation. Whenever I walk among you… I am pleased. I created no ‘perverts’ I see no ‘homosexuals’ and I make NO mistakes. I see my sons… I see my daughters… and I love you, every… single… one. There was never a need for salvation. It is your ability to give love… and receive love… that saves… ME.”

God returned to Heaven determined… exhausted… and deep in thought. Daylight would come again soon enough… and when it did… he would say… “Yes.”

–          NovaCSA

 

 

Pa Pè Anyen…

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Smoke rises…

Darkness falls…

She is silent… observant…

Her body moves in shadow… slow… and with purpose…

In rhythm with her stride she hums a soft tune… low… and melodious…

The sound dreams are made of…

There are things that go bump in the night…

They slide over the ground… watchful…

They move sinuous… restless… and with malicious intent…

Doubt… Envy… Anger… Fear…

The things failure is made of…

But she remains fearless…

Forging her own path… untouched by chaos…

Led by an inner light…

Smoke rises…

Silent… observant…

Darkness falls…

A soldier…

The sun will shine again…

Her mind is set… her plan in motion…

Tonight she moves in shadow… slow… and with purpose…

In rhythm with her stride she hums a soft tune… low… and melodious…

The sound dreams are made of…

There are things that go bump in the night…

They slide over the ground… watchful…

They move sinuous… restless… and with malicious intent…

Doubt… Envy… Anger… Fear…

The things failure is made of…

Yet she is fearless…

Forging her own path…

Calm and resolute through madness…

Led by an inner light…

A warrior…

– Nova

For Draka Hunt

Shelter…

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I was up early that morning. It was peaceful… quiet… summer was coming. We didn’t have much of a spring this year, just cold… cold… and more cold. I was in the kitchen… prepping for dinner tonight… next I would start cleaning the house… top to bottom. Busy… I had to keep busy or I would lose my mind. So many things were going on at once, family problems… friendship drama… chaos at work. My brain was on over drive searching for solutions… Looking for answers. It was overwhelming… Exhausting really. The only thing that was clear and a source of true peace was my love. She was my shelter through every storm. She kept me sane. Made me feel safe. Last night when we talked she seemed distracted. “She’s worried about me…” I thought on a sigh. Things would be so much simpler if she didn’t know certain things… but she read me like a book… Always knew when something was on my mind…. And besides, I tried that a few times in the early days… Keeping things from her. The result was disaster… I don’t think angry is an adequate word to use. She was livid… With me… For not dumping my problems on her. “I’m here for you. What part of that don’t you understand!?” she would rave…Oh I understand… now. I’m always there for her… It’s in my nature. She hates that I struggle with asking for help… especially from her. It took quite a bit of work to get me to open up to her but this time it was so different and so much… *sigh* I don’t like running to anyone. I don’t like relying on anyone… but mostly… I don’t like needing anyone. “Too bad. Learn to love it… cause I’m not going anywhere.” she pretty much growls at me lol. Damn I love that woman. I can’t help but smile.

I walked to the back door, standing in the open doorway I looked up at the overcast sky. Dark clouds were forming in the distance, looked like we were in for a huge storm… my kind of weather. I closed my eyes and breathed in deeply… Yes rain was definitely coming. I sensed more than heard when she was behind me. Catching her scent on the breeze my eyes flew open in surprise as her arms came around me to hug me from behind… I love that and she knows it… “Babe! How are you here!? How did you get in? Why are you…” I said in a breathless rush as she kissed my cheek and put a finger over my lips. “Shhh… I flew in this morning… You gave me a key remember and… You need me.” she answered quietly. Ahhh yes.., the key… The source of all of my anxiety during her last visit, I’d never given anyone a key before. “What about Ely?” I asked breathless as her hands slid up to cup my breasts and kneed them in the way I love so much. “You know he loves me.., besides I brought him a bone.” Traitor I thought… So my dog wouldn’t sound the alarm to announce company if he loved them and they bribed him with a bone… Hmm we needed to talk. She backed into the house pulling me with her and I shut and locked the back door. We stood that way for a time… Her face buried in my neck… My eyes closed breathing her in… Her arms around my waste and my fingers stroking hers. Finally I pulled away from her and stepped toward the sink. “Do you want anything? Coffee… Breakfast?” I asked. She watched me closely… “Just you… And just you.” she answered… Her voice gravelly and hot. I backed away slowly out of the kitchen into the dining room… “umm… Where is your bag? How long can you stay?” breathless… I was breathless… Heart racing. Yes… I was running smh. She was the only person who could ever make me run. She followed me… Her movements purposeful… I backed away.,. and she stalked me like a wolf stalks prey. I sat on the desk I used as a buffet and took a deep breath… Something was on her mind. “What’s wrong Love?” I asked quietly. Things were good between us… Had been for a while. So I waited … Expectant for her answer. What’s that theory? Whatever can go wrong… will go wrong.

She watched me for a while…then sighed… “Baby come here.” she said quietly. I looked away and stayed put… sitting on the desk… Wearily watching her. “Come… here.” she said slowly… A note of steel now in her voice. I looked away from her and stayed put on the desk. Suddenly she was standing in front of me, “look at me.” My body responded to the demand on her voice smh… And my eyes met hers. “I love you.” she said quietly. “I love you too…” I answered immediately. “now tell me…” she demanded… And I told her… About all of the things that had been on my mind… The things I was worried about… And the things I hadn’t been comfortable with telling her. She listened… Standing between my open thighs… Hands on either side of me… Leaning in close. She listened… No one had ever done that for me before. Just… Listened. When I ran out of steam and took a deep breath… She nodded… And asked “is that everything?” reluctantly I nodded. ” I’m not going to ask why you didn’t tell me. I’m just going to say. Never again. Whenever you have a problem… Whenever you need to talk. I’m here. That’s it. No hesitation… No excuses. Do you understand?” My natural independence reared its ugly head. WTF? Did she really think I would run to her every time I had a problem? As usual she looked at my face and knew exactly what I was thinking. On a sigh she said… “baby… You can’t ask me for something you’re not willing to give.” Damn!!!! I hated it when she made sense!

I nodded… “I understand…” I whispered back…. Then the rain started. She came in close to hug me… She knew how much I loved that too. She pulled me in tightly… Until my body was flush against hers. “I missed you…” she whispered before gently kissing me on the forehead ” I missed you too..” I said on a smile… As I leaned back to look up at her.. She watched me… There she was again… A wolf with prey… “show me…” she growled. My heart thumped loudly in my chest… Damn I love this woman I thought again as I plunged my hands into her hair and pulled her face closer… Closer… Before Lightly flicking my lounge over her bottom lip. She stood still as a statue as I kissed her… Softly at first… Sucking on her bottom lip. She didn’t touch me… We just kissed… All of the stress dissolving into the familiar passion that only she could bring. My arms wrapped around her neck and my legs slid up to wrap around her waist to pull her closer… I was already wet… And sitting as I was the heat of my secret center came to rest against her navel. On a moan she lost it… Her hands flew up to grasp mine and put them back on the desk. She pushed against me in a slow grind that made my mind go blank. Her kiss turned hot… And sinful… Her lounge stroking mine in a long… Slick dance that promised wild and naughty things. When I reached for her again she broke our kiss to growl and shakes her head no. I moaned “I miss having you inside of me…” her eyes grew heavy as she but her bottom lip and lifted my leg slowly over her shoulder… Pressing kisses against my calf. My breath now came in ragged pants… “Baby…” I began and she shook her head no… As her tongue flicked out to trace the sweet spot behind my knee… “Oooh…” I gasped The rain was coming down now… outside the storm raged.

She dropped to her knees in front of me… And brought my other leg over her shoulder pulling me closer to the edge of the desk. My summer dress was pooled between my open thighs. My pussy throbbed as she leaned in close to take a deep breath… Then another… “You smell so good…” she said with a note of surprise… She was always surprised lol. She leaned in and rubbed her face against me… Through my dress. I was soaked… With no panties on… The dress was suddenly bunched around my waste… And I felt the whisper of her breath against me… One deep breath against my clit… Two… And then that first hot sweep of her lounge down one side of my clit… Then up the other. I shuddered involuntarily… She always made me feel soft and pink… My body branded by her in a way I could never describe. I lost my grip of the desk on a moan and wound up propped on my elbows… Head thrown back on a short scream as her lips closed around my clit. Her lips drew it in and out in a slow caress that had me panting… heart racing… And my thighs quivering in a way that I didn’t fully understand. Her lounge slid over my wetness.., sampling me… Testing my essence… Then her arms came up to grip my thighs and pull me closer. Her lips were on me again… Sliding across my clit in long hot strokes that drove me wild and had me cum in one long, shuddering and unexpected rush.

She drew back and stood suddenly as my body tried to come back together and I gasped for air. “stand up” she demanded… Her voice a low growl… Just like a wolf… That’s what she was to me… An alpha… My alpha… Staking her claim. On shaky legs I stood before her still trying to catch my breath… She grabbed my waste and turned me around… Bending me over the desk… “spread your legs…” she demanded… And on a whimper I did. Impatiently she pushed my dress up over my waist and rocked against me in a way that set me on fire… “Daddy…” I started as I leaned up against her… Just for her to push me back down till I was tip toe… laying over the desk. “don’t move.” she ordered hotly as she touched me there… Her fingers sliding across my skin… Making me moan… Her fingers dipping into my moist heat… Coating them in my wetness. She slid one finger in… Rubbed it against that sweet spot that stiffened my spine. She slid another in and my whole body trembled. She wasn’t going too… “daddy?” I panted harshly again in question “spread your legs wider…” she demanded in response. My body acted on instinct… And my legs parted for her. She slid her fingers deep inside of my pussy… And I moaned… As she slid them out… my pussy clenched. She slides in a third finger… A fourth and suddenly I was alarmed… We’d never done this before… Not like this… I panted her name as she slid in… Then out… I tried to close my legs as I realized her intention… Gasping “baby I…” and suddenly she was inside of me. My body jerked with a flash of quick and unexpected pain. Her hand inside of my pussy up to the wrist. I gasped in an unexpected panic and pushed up against the desk panting “oh… No… Baby I…” and she shifted sliding out of my pussy then back in… “oooh…” I gasped… Back arching as I tried unsuccessfully to close my legs and shut her out… Daddy please… ” I moaned… Unsure of exactly what I was needing… Outside I heard thunder… She shifted her hand to turn a fraction… Sliding in… My breath in pants… My entire body shivering in response. “shhh…” she soothed… “take it bae… Just… Take It…” she groaned as she slid her hand inside of me in rhythm with her words… She moaned then… Fingers drenched in my wetness… Rubbing that sweet spot… And I moaned.. Long and low My head thrown back… Ass perched high as my legs tensed on my tip toes. “Bae…” she moaned sliding in… Shifting… my pussy gushing around her… Moan… Hers… Mine… Ours.

The sound she makes shattering me into a million pieces. And I come in wave after wave of sensation. Her breath harsh pants as she thrusts into me… Greedy… Almost violent.. Overwhelmed I scream…”Daddy please!” she shudders against me… Pressing her body against mine as I ride her… Or she rides me.., at this point I am lost. She moans again long and in a voice now hoarse with passion growls “shit…” Sliding in… And out of my pussy so hard and deep I forget to breathe… Draped over me now her teeth nipping my neck. Demanding… Needy… She slid in and out of my pussy faster…deeper… harder… claiming me in a way I’d never imagined… In a way I hadn’t known I needed. She shifted again inside of me… Her fingers stroking a spot I had never felt before and my body was wracked with sensation as I threw my ass back against her… I was on fire… I screamed as she shuddered against me on a long moan…. My pussy squirting in a way that was new and unfamiliar… Soaking us both as I came and came and came.. . “ohhh… Yes… DADDY… yes!!!” She kissed the side of my neck and whispered… ” Bae… You feel so good… I just need to…” and she shifted inside of me again… Stroking that new spot and I whimpered against her… Laid out on the desk with her on top of me… too weak to hold myself up. “damn…” she moaned again as my pussy clenched around her. She lay on top of me… Breathing harshly… Heart thundering against my back… Slowly flexing her fingers deep inside of me… My body bowed and bucked underneath her… As I flooded her again in a river as I came long… and hard. Panting she rode me through it… Flexing inside of me… Rubbing that new and sensitive spot. Starting again she growled in my ear… “you are mine…” And lord help me I moaned and came again screaming… “yes daddy… Yes! I am yours!”

 

– Nova

Sunday’s Good Morning…

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This morning I got up early and went for a swim… I needed to clear my head. What I intended to be a quick swim turned into an hour… Two… Three. She was asleep when I left the room, how I envied her that… Sleep. Last night I sat at the window looking out at the ocean… Watching the moon move across the sky as the waves crashed against the side of our cruise ship…

Listening to the sound of her light breathing. No rest for the weary. As I finally climbed out of the pool I looked up at the sky… No clouds anywhere… Its probably approaching noon. I stood under the poolside shower rinsing off contemplating the possibility of her being awake and shrugged… Most likely she was still asleep. This was her first vacation in a long time, and she fought me on it… Reluctant to leave the stresses of her job as usual. Shaking my head I decide to visit the sauna I strip and wrap a towel around my body and sit down on the high bench…the extreame heat instantly drenching me in a light sheen of sweat. I take one deep breath… Two… Three… Inhaling the steam rising from the heated coals in the corner… And finally feel the tension draining from my body.

Its probably over… Our relationship… I had hoped this trip would remind us of our love for each other… Maybe rekindle our passion.. At the very least remind us we were once friends. We haven’t touched each other in months. I breathe in deeply… The steam settling my nerves… Purging my system of all thought. My eyes close as I begin the steps to meditation. Inhale… Collect all unsettling thoughts. Exhale… Purge. Inhale… Collect all tensions. Exhale… Purge.  Inhale… I miss her. Exhale… I’m losing her. Then I have it… That moment of crystal clarity. My mind is blissfully blank… And finally… Peace. I sit this way for a time… Silent… Still… Mind in a rare state of quiet. I breathe in the hot air… Feel the moisture slide down my face… My arms… My neck… My breasts, Suddenly I sense I’m not alone. My eyes remain closed as I focus on my breathing… I want more than anything to hold onto the peace for a little while longer. Inhale… Breathe in her scent. Exhale… Release the peace with some regret. I open my eyes and she stands there… Watching me. Her expression tired and possibly predatory. I know that look. Something is either on her mind to hash out… Or she wants me.

I sigh and pat the bench next to me… She doesn’t want me anymore… So we would hash it out. She sits instead to my right on the bench below me and pulls her knees up to her chest. She’s wearing an over-sized bathrobe that makes her look like a child… Adorable. “how did you know where to find me?” I ask. She quickly swipes at the sweat gathering on her forehead and says “you mentioned the sauna last night.” ahh… So she was paying attention for once, “I woke up and you weren’t there…” and there it was… An old argument. I watched her face closely, trying to figure out what type of conversation this was going to be. These days she spoke at me… Like one would a dimwitted child. Oh how I hate that… And she knows it. I close my eyes and focus on the rise and fall of her voice… Lightly accusatory, but no condescension, “I couldn’t sleep, I was restless and didn’t want to wake you.” I said quietly “You used to be able to sleep with me…” she whispered so low I almost didn’t hear it. My eyes snapped open and I searched her face, “you used to reach for me.” I answered just as low. She sighed and took a deep breath, hugging her knees. “You used to reach for me too,” she answered. I watched her for a time, face flushed from the heat… Eyes alert. “I used to feel safe.” I answered. Her face changed then… Suddenly she was angry… “I used to feel like your hero,” she growled back. Now I was confused, “you never stopped being my hero.” I quickly responded. Her lips curled in the way they do when she doesn’t believe what someone is telling her. “You don’t talk to me anymore…” she ground out, definitely accusatory. “You talk to me like I’m stupid.” I answer simply. Her face is priceless… Eyes suddenly round as saucers, “Baby I don’t think you’re stupid. You know I don’t think you are stupid” she denied softly. “I know you don’t think it… But you talk to me like you do…” I answer just as softly.

We sit in silence for a time. We both believe apologies are mostly useless… Its the act.., the behavior that needs to be corrected. “I guess sometimes… It feels like you think you’re smarter than me…” she whispered, resting her cheek on her knees, looking away from me. Hmm… This is news to me. I lean forward and slide my hand into her hair. “Baby… You are the most brilliant person I know.” I whisper in her ear. She gives a surprised laugh, then turns her face on her knees to face me as she grabs my hand, “You must know some ignorant people then…” she says smiling. I smile back and say, “You keep me on my toes… And yes… I do know some ignorant folks.” She kisses the palm of my hand and looks up at me… With an expression of such longing it steals all the breath from my lungs. It feels like forever since she looked at me like this. “Baby, I miss you…” I whisper… Barely audible… My eyes blurred with sudden tears. She’s quiet for a time… Watching me closely. I look away and I try to pull my hand away suddenly feeling vulnerable… Exposed. She holds on tight, “I miss you too,” she says… Her voice breaking. My head whips around to look at her, my eyes moving over this face I know as well as my own. I love this woman so much it hurts. Her eyes shine with unshed tears as well. Shaking my head I whisper “I’m right here…” Her nostrils flare and her eyes darken…taking on that predatory glow… Hmm… Could it be she wants me?

I sit up and she watches me… Like a wolf with prey… Her eyes following a bead of sweat as it slides down my neck… Over my collar bone… And finally between my breasts.., and my breath quickens, Suddenly I’m wet… And wanting. “Come here…” she grinds out… not a request… A demand. The instant instinct to wrap myself around her in response… But I pause. “Baby…” she says steel in her voice now, no longer a demand… Now a warning.. my pussy throbs in response. I stay put, indecisive… It can’t be that simple… Can it? A misunderstanding… A small conversation… And suddenly she wants me again? Skepticism takes over me and I sit back. Unwilling to bend to her will. I close my eyes and take a deep breath, I don’t believe she really wants me. She makes a sound, guttural and low… The kind an animal makes before charging… And suddenly she is standing… her hands on my face. “Look at me!” definitely a command… One I can’t ignore. I open my eyes and look into hers… We are inches apart… She’s flushed… And I ache for her She leans closer to me and I breathe in her scent. Then her lips are on mine… Demanding, relentless.,. And our tongues dance in a way they haven’t for a long long time. Her lips never leaving mine she presses herself between my thighs… Pulling my towel away. Her hands reach up to flick my nipples and I moan in surprise, wrapping my legs around her waist… Pulling her closer to me. Her robe has fallen open and I glory in the feel of her skin slick with sweat…. Rubbing against mine. Her hand slowly slides down my body toward my hip… The sound of a nearby door closing and approaching footsteps break the spell for me. I wrench my lips from hers gulping in air as she rests her forehead against mine. She is breathing heavily when I ask her, “Do you want to go for a swim?” She closes her eyes and steps back trying to regain control. I quickly wrap the towel around myself as the door opens. Her back is to the door and she watches me… Eyes hot.., biting her lip and nods as she ties her robe. We make our way to the locker room and change into swim suits… In silence.., careful not to touch.

I rush ahead and dive into the pool, hoping it will cool me off and provide clarity. I swim to the edge… The deeper end and surface… Leaning back against the edge I wipe water out of my eyes. She’s suddenly there in front of me… I never even heard her get into the pool. She braces both arms around me and I’m trapped. Her lips meet mine again, this time with a bruising intensity. My arms and legs wrap around her in need. She stands in front of me and plunges her hands down into the water… Down over my hips… Taking my bikini bottoms with them. Ohh… And there it is… Her hands on my heated flesh… Her fingers roll around my clit and I am suddenly blinded by a wave of need so great my heart skips a beat.Her fingers slide over my slick center and suddenly she’s inside of me… One finger… Two… Gliding in and out so fast I can’t catch my breath… Three… Then four… Oh no… Oh no… “Daddy…” I pant out… I’m begging now… Begging her to stop… Or keep going… I’m not sure. Then she’s inside me… Her hand… Up to the wrist… I moan long and deep… My body shudders wildly as she Slides in… Then out… In then out… Rubbing on that sweet spot that starts an instant flood over her fingers. My pussy clenches as I’m forced to ride her hand.

She pulls her lips from mine and buries her face in my neck… Teeth nipping at the tender skin there. My nails claw into her back as she turns her hand a fraction and slides out… I moan in response.  Her hand turns another fraction and slides in… Rubbing that sweet spot… And I moan… Low… As my body flies apart around her. My head snaps back… My nails dig deeper into her back as my pussy clenches… Sliding in… Turn… my pussy gushes around her… Moan… Hers this time… Not mine. The sound she makes sends me over the edge… And I come in a never ending wave… violently… Overwhelmed with tears in my eyes…”Daddy please!” I scream and she shudders on a long moan… Sliding in…. Turn… Her lips find mine again. Demanding… Needy… Sliding out… Turn… My pussy is on fire. “Look at me…” she moans… I’m panting now… Trying to regain some balance… Oooh it feels so good. “Look… At… Me!” a command this time… And I look into her eyes. Slide in… Harder… “I love you.” she pants heavily. Slide out… Turn… Rubbing that sweet spot, “I love you Daddy…” I pant… Slide in… Harder… “Damn… I can’t.., I’m sorry…” she moans… slide out…. Turn… “Mmm… Daddy..” I moan back… She nips at my shoulder and growls… “God I’ve missed this… Being inside you.” slide in… “Daddy please… Please… PLEASE!”  I writhe against her… Clenching… slide out. “Oh God… I love you…” slide in… hard… “I love you… I love you” another gush.., and my pussy greedily throbs around her and I shatter into a million pieces all over again… And she moans as her body is wracked with sensation. And then she kissed me… Our lips coming together with a bruising intensity… Mmmmy body lay limp… She kissed my face… The sweet spot on my neck… Her teeth nipping my skin. My breath was ragged as  I felt the slight flex of her shift deep inside of me… My nails involuntarily digging into her back. “Daddy….” I moaned… Long and soft…. Mmm… And she started moving again… And my pussy pulsed in time to her rhythm.. A new gush slicking her finger as sensation engulfed me in waves…. I guess we were making up for lost time.

– Nova

Mutual…

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So I’ve met someone…

She’s an intellectual… razor sharp brilliance… quick wit… silly sense of humor… and a sing song voice with an accent that washes over you like cool mist on hot summer day. SMH makes me want to push her up against a wall.

She tells me “You are beautiful” and she means it… really means it… changed my perspective. I tend to tune this out… people say it as easily as “Hello”.  It has no real meaning anymore… no real value… but when its said by someone who believes it… when its heartfelt… a healing takes place… a healing you weren’t even aware of needing.

She accepts me as I am… no questions asked… no requirements… the only expectation being honesty and genuine affection…she’s reshaped my thinking. I’m putting in the work to be the best possible version of myself.  She’s pleased with me as I am… and cheering on whatever progress I strive to make.

So I’ve met her … someone who thinks I’m lovely… smart… spiritual… inspirational… the possibilities are endless…

An intellectual… we talk about everything… and nothing… and when she laughs… my spirit takes flight. I never realized how important that was to me… the ability to make a lover LAUGH. So I try to do it well… and often… hmmm… make that woman laugh.

She tells me “You are beautiful” and she means it… really means it… when I was heavier… she didn’t mind it… while I’m losing weight… she’s supportive. No expectations… no requirements. I never realized that was important… someone who could look at me… and see me… really see me… past the hair… makeup… heels and yes past the weight… a lover who sees me … all of me… and just… WANTS ME… come what may.

She accepts me as I am… now this… this is new… I’ve never looked for this before in a potential love. ACCEPTANCE… she makes me feel like she’s wrapped around me… ready to comfort… ready to defend… ready for anything.  It’s amazing.

She’s different … different from anyone I’ve met… different from what I’m used to and She’s analyzing everything… lol now that is a comfort… good to know I’m not the only one being watchful.

Everything has a beginning… and we never know what the end will bring… either way… I’m glad I met her… and her timing is poetic.

I’m being cautious… and taking things one day at a time… and I like her…. She says the feeling is mutual. She tells me she appreciates me… I touch her spirit… and I tell her… the feeling is mutual.

 

Thank you SM

– Nova

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“Just close your eyes and breathe…”

– Nova

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